Saturday, October 26, 2019

Parenting Blog



The content of FAML 120 has been enlightening and fascinating as the course has used multiple sources and studies to teach parents how to coach and love their children while abiding by gospel precepts. FAML 120 has been a class that really analyzes in depth some of the most important subjects of being a parent. All of which have fallen under the categories of parenting with love, teaching about mindset, and responding to challenges with Grit. Hopefully some of the insights that I have gained will help you in your journey with parenting.

Knowing how to parent a child in a world full of different styles and different role models can be challenging and frustrating. Going into this course I knew that the best way to teach a child was with love which meant that if they made different mistakes it was okay to respond with brashness and a spanking if needs be. I quickly realized that this was contrary to what the leaders in the Lords church have taught. This is also contrary to what some of the greatest psychologists and leaders of other organizations have taught. This was a rather humbling experience for me and I wanted to share with you some of the content that I have learned.

From Doctor Phil, I learned that at times parents would rather teach based on their own wants and expectations then with love and respect. I think most times parents would rather teach their children to abide by concepts that make life more comfortable for them rather than putting the work it requires to raise a responsible and emotionally stable child. View the video in the link below and observe what it looks like to parent a child with too much rigidness and expectations.



This video taught me that it’s better to teach with love then to have an agenda for your own personal wants, and expectations. I love this quote from the prophet Joseph F Smith. It reads “Use no lash and no violence, but argue, or rather reason-approach them with reason, with persuasion and love unfeigned.” I am grateful to have my perspective changed in this course as I am about to have my first baby boy.

Above all one of the greatest lessoned learned during this course was learning to teach my children grit and mindset. Watch the video below but to for warn you it might expose some of your weaknesses in the way you raise your children or even in the way you were raised. See below for the video.



For me I struggle with self-confidence, mindset, and grit. Looking back on my childhood I realized that the type of environment I grew up in molded me to be that way. My parents aren’t too blame and they were never abusive but when raising a child, you need to be very careful in the way you compliment and praise your children. My parents were raised in very abusive homes. Their parents were very authoritarian with their kids. There was physical and emotional abuse. Out of love they did everything they could to do just the opposite which I am very grateful for. But I think I developed a fixed mindset because they were always complimenting me and not my processes. Facing the truth, it made me realize on my mission and during the beginning of college years that I had an entitled mentality that needed to be corrected and changed. Challenging times make strong men and strong men make good times. Easy times make weak entitled men who go and make bad decisions and bad times. Growing up my parents taught me how to work hard but I wasn’t really prepared for some of the challenges in life. To be successful in life you need to have grit and a growth mindset and I was the opposite. For a summer, I went and committed to door to door sales for a pest control company. I went home early due to frustration and I labeled myself just “not cut out for the job” but after learning these principles I realized that I just quit to comfort myself from being uncomfortable every day. I am grateful that I can turn around and do my very best to teach these principles to my own children.

 My perspective on parenting has truly changed. The most powerful forms of teaching come from love. This is true with handling challenges, dealing with emotions, and helping your children through their mistakes. I learned that it’s very important to respect your children and to emotionally coach them with love. I want to raise a child that can have a good mindset and be gritty when hard times come. All of the lessons in the course beautifully flowed together because all the topics were interconnected and I am excited to apply it raising my son due this upcoming December!

Monday, April 20, 2015

Last email!

April 20, 2015

Cats out of the bag...

This is my last email...

I could be sad but I'm not. I am just the opposite. I am overjoyed that it was in the Lords plan for me to go on a mission. What a wonderful 18 months it has been. I could not be happier!

I could not be more grateful for the time I have spent in the PPM. I have grown so much and loved much more than I thought possible. The more I reflect, the more I see how much I've become the person I had hoped at the beginning. I am so happy I can say that. 
I love these people. I will pray for them. I will remember them. 
I love these missionaries. I will pray for them. I will remember them. 
I've had 10 companions, 5 areas. Each so inspired. 

It was not easy. Far from it. Spiritually, mentally, emotionally, and physically draining.
I have felt my heart literally break and I have cried more than I care to admit. I have been stretched and pushed. That's the risk you have to be willing to make in the service of the Lord and it so worth it. 

Jesus Christ has saved me. He has delivered me from negative thoughts, agonizing pain, feelings of hopelessness and regret, danger, confusion, inadequacy, and falsehood. 

He has given me hope, joy, comfort, motivation, pure love, encouragement, and steps to improve. 
He has given me everything and because he has given me everything I must serve Him for the rest of my existence. 

The rules and expectations of my mission have become a part of me. I do them because I feel they are what is best and because I Love God. I am bold because I want other to know the truth clearly. I am loving because that is the essence of the gospel. I am virtuous because I want to stand pure before the Lord. 
I say these things with all my heart. 

I feel I have learned what He has wanted me to learn. I feel I have become what He has desired me to become. I feel I have helped those whom I was meant to help. I have given this my all. 

I know the journey is not over and I cannot wait to continue! The future is bright and I am ready to keep moving onward and upward. 
The most important thing at this point is to always " retain in remembrance" the things which I have learn. 
God is truly there. I know it. I love him. 

Thank you everyone for being so supportive and for the prayers. I have had so many good examples in my life to follow. 

But a special thank you to my mom, dad, and brothers and sisters. All of the words of encouragement helped me push a little further and face my fears! 

Thank you!

I love you and see you soon!

Love, 
Sister Zeller




Sunday, April 19, 2015

Slow down time! Sheesh!

April 13, 2015

Everyone,

Time is not my friend but I am definitely grateful for it. 

What a wonderful amazing miracle filled week!

I went on 2 exchanges, one with Sister Hepworth in Montrose and the other with the sister Kraft who is serving in Bethlehem. They were awesome. It's crazy how many lessons and things sister Kraft and I experienced in 24 hours. To top it off it was in my area :) the exchange in Montrose however was exactly the opposite. We tracted the entire day in the rain! It was awesome. #missionlifeissogood
There is this house they drive by on their way to their apartment with the most annoying dogs on the planet who relentlessly bark. There is 3 of them. All the same breed. We had some time before and I really wanted to knock on that house. I said " Sister Hepworth, don't even look at the dogs. Just keep walking like they are not even there and they won't bite you". We said a prayer and went for it. Those dogs were circling us and barking crazy! I thought they were going to bite our legs off! But they didn't touch us. No one answered the door. We left the property unscathed. 
It was such a cool experience.

Another miracle!
We just got out of an appointment and we really needed to get some stuff done at the apartment. We had been trying to contact these potentials for my 2 transfers here in Nazareth. I had the thought to go and knock. We went for it. They were home AND let us in! Their son Christian, who is about to head off to school wanted to know more about other religions. We taught them the restoration and they agreed with most of it. They are open to learning more and it's so exciting. 

We had ward conference on Sunday. It was so great! It was even better because my first Zone leader from England was visiting the ward so I got to see him! He was there at the beginning of my mission and at the end. Kind of neat. 

Blessings of missionary work= sacrafice. Because of ward conference and everything we had barely anytime. I ate at 7:30 am and then had lunch at 5pm..... I love being a missionary. 

Also, a less active who hasn't come to church in years texted us during general conference and said she wants to go to the temple. We met with her this week and taught her. She said she will come back to church in the next month. I am so happy for her! 

The church is so true! I'm grateful for the witness I've received from the spirit. Jesus Christ has done so much for me. I have so many flaws and weaknesses yet he has given me a chance to progress. I can't let him down! 

I love you all,
Have an amazing week!! I know I will :)
Love,
Sister Zeller

Exchange in Montrose with Sister Hepworth on the far right and Sister Robison with the other bowl. They are solid missionaries.


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After Scranton Zone Training

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Sunday, April 12, 2015

Pennsyltucky!

April 6, 2015

Everyone,

Happy Easter!!!!
How do you feel? I feel amazing! General conference was quite the
experience. I was hanging on to every word. We watched every session
at the church. All but one session was just missionaries there. It was
kind of cool. I can't wait to start studying the talks and using them.
They always transform the way I see life.

We had exchanges this week with the Tunkhannock sisters. We were way
up in the middle of no where. Many people from New York and Jersey
call it Pennsyltucky instead of Pennsylvania. After coming to this
area I understand why. The Susquehanna river ( where Joseph Smith was
Baptized and received the Priesthood) went right through the middle of
their area. It was pretty neat.

We had zone conference on Wednesday and those are always very
spiritual and so much fun! Most of the missionaries I had never seen
before. I got to bare my testimony at the end with some of the sisters
I came out with. I was surprised I didn't cry- just very calm and
grateful.

Yesterday was an amazing day! We started off the day by helping a
member out with a musical number for her sons baptism. A bunch of
families from the ward were there and we had some brunch. After we
went to another members who, every year, has the missionaries over for
a crepe party. I was so full... No more food for me please.

After conference we had the privilege of going over to a less actives
house. She is a single mother of a little girl and her non member
cousin was there too. It was so fun! Little Serenity could not wait to
have us over. She made us place cards and got our drinks. I love
little kids.

One of the most rewarding things to the week was
There is one less active sister in this ward that has made a lot of
progress these past 2 transfer. She has been baptized for 2 years. She
has not understood most of the gospel since she was baptized. Because
of her lack of testimony, hard heart, and a very serious wound she has
needed constant care from the ward ( both for physical and spiritual
needs). the ward is getting tired. She is very selective of who she
trusts and missionaries she likes and by some miracle she trust sister
Barnum and I. We have had to be very very bold and persistent in
helping her correct false doctrine and beliefs. It has been so
draining. But like I said this transfer something changed. Her heart
has finally opened. We started from the beginning to help her grasp
the basic truths. We have made it to prophets.
We have truly needed to be bold. Not because we are " supposed to" as
missionariesbut because understanding the doctrines of the gospel is
vital to her happiness and progression.
I dont have a hard time loving people. It comes naturally. But for her
I found it difficult at first. As we have worked with her my love has
grown immensely. She is changing every week.
We challenged her to think of a question she has and seek the answer
during conference. At first she said she wouldn't do it. Then she said
she is too tired to think of a question and focus. See what I mean?
But the spirit touched her heart. We thought of some questions she had
asked before. That night (Saturday) she called us up so excited " I
got an answer! I got my answer!". She had listened intently all
conference and actually received revelation. I love her. It was so
rewarding to hear the excitement in her voice. People can change.

The joys of missionary work can't accurately be described!
He lives! Because he lives we will never be alone.

Love,
Sister Zeller

Ko ni chiwa

March 30, 2015

Hello Everyone!

Life is good. I was extremely exhausted this week. Holy cow. It was a
great week though.
So you know how I was studying hope last week and the week before? I
gained a lot from that study and this week I put it to action( which
is the best part)! I was very full of hope that we were going to find
someone that was ready for the gospel... And guess what?! We found 7
new investigators. 7 wonderful people who are willing to grow their
faith in Jesus Christ. We are elated. But! There are so many more
people waiting to be found and taught the gospel.
Thanks for all the prayers by the way. I will tell you about one of
the investigators we found:

Our district leader doubled in and found a potential investigator
named Kristy. She had just lost someone and was open to a visit. We
stopped by 4 times and no one answered. The prompting came to stop by.
This particular night we had a thunderstorm and Kristy lives on the
sketchiest street in our area. My companion was super hesitant but she
always trusts the promptings I receive. She is pretty awesome. So we
went and Kristy's husband John answered the door. He was so open! He
told us about the hard time he is in and how he is searching. We set
up a time for this last Sunday. So we met with his family this Sunday
and it was wonderful. It is a family of 5  ( which I have been praying
for since I got here) and we have another appointment this weekend.
Heavenly Father hears and answers prayers.

We had mission leadership council on Friday in Broomall. Right before
the meeting started Sister Anderson ,the mission President's wife,
asked sister Barnum and I to sing the song we sang last Sunday, at the
beginning of this meeting... Not again! It was a little better this
time though. Until she asked us to sing at this coming zone
conference! I don't know what these people are thinking. Oh well, I do
what I'm told.

Funny story time: this did not happen to me but a relative of a member
in the ward. The setting is in Germany. Not sure which mission. They were really
focusing on handing out Book of Mormons. They would keep track how
many each missionary would hand out. This one new missionary was
handing out 10x as much as everyone else. So the mission president
called him in to see why he was so successful. He asked him what he
said. It turns out that every time he walked up to someone he would
reach the Book of Mormon out to them and say: take this Book of Mormon
or I will punch you in the face:)
The funny this is this missionary was Huge.

I'm so excited for general conference!!!! Some of our investigators
will be experiencing it for the first time :)

Another cool thing from this week. My 3rd area, Milford, PA. I got to
go and drop something off for those sisters. I got to see the
wonderful buildings and houses that I drive by everyday. I've been
able to go back to 3/5 areas so far. One of them I am in right now so
that doesn't really count.

Have a great week! Remember to actually follow the prophet not just listen to him.

Love,

Sister Zeller

Abide with me... or not.

March 23, 2015

Hello everyone,

This week seemed like a break down week for a lot of people we work with. Everyone was cracking under family, church, work, and social pressures. It has been a draining week but those are always the most rewarding. 

There were three ladies in particular that we had these experiences with. One has been confined to her home for 6 months because of an unhealing wound, another was a new member of the church, and the last was a very distressed grandmother.  In these I am so grateful for the spirit, my testimony, and especially the Atonement of Jesus Christ. 

This quote from Elder Maxwell said it so perfectly.

Elder Neal A. Maxwell: “Christ’s victory over death ended the human predicament. Now there are onlypersonal predicaments, and from these too we may be rescued by following the teachings of him who rescued us from general extinction.”

Christ is the reason for our hope. Oftentimes I have heard people say on my mission that there is a light in our countenance. I believe it is because we have hope for a better tomorrow, that our wounds both spiritual and physical can be healed, that we can overcome any obstacle, and that no matter what we do we will always be cherished by our Heavenly Father. Because of this hope it leads us to act in faith: obedience to the commandments, service, church attendance, prayer, scripture study, etc. Then by personal experience and answers to our prayers we come to know that God really is there and because of Christ so many things are possible. 
I love my mission!

Yesterday Sister Barnum and I sang Abide with Me in sacrament meeting. Before the meeting the mission President and his wife surprised us by showing up. I swear everyone in the chapel could hear my heart beating. What is even more nerve racking is that we were singing it acapella. Afterwords everyone (of course because this ward is way too nice) said it was so beautiful. My companion said it best when she said "they may have felt the spirit, but we didn't!"( because we were so nervous). She also said " they would have come up and said how beautiful it was If we were both tone deaf.". I concur. I was waiting for Simon Cowell to pop out and say " that was terrible!" 
Haha just kidding. It really wasn't that bad... I hope. 

We haven't found any new investigators. It seems no one in this area is interested. I know that's not true. We just have to keep looking. Where is your hope Sister Zeller!?

This week really was a great week. We got to get to know members of the ward better, meet with less actives we haven't been able to meet with before, fed every single night ( it's like they are all trying to make sure I roll off the airplane), the cultural night in April is coming together. 

One miracle I would like to share! We are teaching a little Japanese lady English. Her American name is Amy. We invited her to present for Japan at the cultural night and she said no.... At first. Then we said we could find a interpreter and she said yes! It's a miracle! She has said no to every event we have invited her to. She is so tiny and adorable! I just want to learn Japanese! 

Have a great week everyone! 
Love, 
Sister Zeller